Happy New Year!

I sincerely wish you all the best in the New Year. Let us not forget our role in orchestrating our reality. Once we realize this and take responsibility, all our dreams WILL come true!

Get to your know your self, your higher self, your spirit, your soul and be true to your heart always.

Be Blessed and Loving and Lovable...let it penetrate every moment of everyday in every way...this is one key to magic.

This is what I wish for the New Year...

Abundant Blessings and Love Eternally,
Christie

        

Why I Hate Christmas

Oh no, here we go again, first she bashes males, then females, now Jesus?!?!?

To be clear, I am not bashing Jesus the Christ or any other child of God (Creator/Spirit), what I hold utter disdain for is government mandated corporate holy days and the illusion around them that is shoved down our throats...and even being used against those who choose not to celebrate the traditional lie.

We are brought up to believe that Santa Claus is coming to town, after of course he's been watching you every second of every day all year to see if you are "naughty or nice" or are deserving of more toxic plastic toys produced by child slave labor in China.

Who do you think has more super powers? God or Santa? Or could they even be referring to big brother?

So, according to this first lie, the so called "poor" kid who's parents don't have credit cards to max out, courtesy of foreign banksters, obviously was naughty that year or santa would have crawled through their chimney and dumped a bunch of gifts under your dead lighted tree. Can you say fire hazard?
Well, what if they don't have a chimney? What if you don't feel like killing a tree or simply couldn't afford one? What if you can't afford the extra couple hundred dollars per month to decorate your home and dead trees with lights and flashy iconic holiday cheer?

Then what?

According to the way we are taught to celebrate, my children would obviously have been in the "naughty" category.

What a miserable way for a child to grow up. The rich ones of course are deluded even further since they are rewarded with their every little frivolous desire for being "nice" all year....which of course we know is not true...

Could this be considered rewarding bad behavior? Could it have something to do with the entitlement mentality so prevalent in our society today?

Why is it that we hold so dearly to these lies? Why is it that those who choose not to participate are considered some kind of threat and are even reported to "authorities" for not celebrating the lie?

Look, I'm not trying to piss in anyone's cheerios, but I think we need to look more closely at our roles in purporting delusion and bad habits, which of course I believe contribute to the chaos in this perfectly managed society and have nothing to do with the true spirit of Christmas.

I have to admit I'm a bit anti-establishment and ame not programmed by the boob tube or the radio, but occasionally while I'm driving through a city, I will turn on the radio to see what people are saying. For a month now, all I've been hearing is "Tis the Season to Shop and be Jolly."

WHAT?!?!?

So it's December and I'm supposed to shop? Why? What if I don't have extra money to throw around to try to impress the Joneses? What if I simply just don't want to? What if I am content with knowing all our needs are met and do not want for anything? What if we are just happy being together and sharing love every day of the year and talking about the REAL SPIRIT, not just the one day we're supposed to put on a smiley face and pretend we love or have a relationship with perfect strangers who happen to be part of our family, however disconnected it might be the other 364 days of the year?

Is this the day where all of a sudden every thing will be magical and this spirit we refuse to recognize will automatically repair whatever damages has been done throughout the rest of the year?

I will admit here that I might be coming from a negative vantage point, but I am positive my upbringing is not uncommon, so I will share it with you.

The day after Thanksgiving, the day where we are supposedly celebrating the natives and newcomers getting along to form this new land in peace and harmony, not bloodshed, genocide and greed, we had to wake up early to go shopping at all the spots that we were told to shop at on tv or on the radio. If we weren't the first one there, we wouldn't get the deal we have been waiting for all year...so we so harmoniously do what everyone else in the matrix does, get stuck in traffic, stand in really long lines where fights actually break out because someone cut in line or took too long to write their check or because the light turned red. If this is the season for the spirit, why all the haste and anger? People were not smiling and I have to say, nothing on that front has changed over the years.

People are honking their horns, screaming at each other, then go home to scream at their children or loved one because they spent too much money they never had and cannot afford to pay back......but what the hay? Every body is doing it, at least we are part of the cool crowd.

Now Christmas is approaching...a week or more in the kitchen preparing for guests, guests that you never had time for the rest of the year, but now feel you need to impress to make up for the guilt of not being a good friend of family member the rest of the year and of course gorge ourselves like little gluttons, which was really confusing because I thought that was a sin...hmmm, so we sin to celebrate Christ? As you can imagine, this could cause a lot of confusion for a curious child.

In my house, it was all screaming, yelling, blaming and stress, up to the minute where the first guest arrived where the spirit would miraculously make it all disappear and change it to love and smiles in an instant. Until uncle Tommy came over, he was the most despicable human in the world, but put on that fake smile as soon as the door rings.

The meals were not prepared with love, the gifts were not bought or prepared with love and in most cases the guests were not invited out of love, it was called obligation, guilt and one upmanship.

Of course, nothing some sparkling wine or spiked egg nog couldn't take care of for the evening.

As a child, I apparently was one of the "nice" kids who santa made a special trip to see and fill up half of the living room with toys and clothes to show his appreciation for our good behavior all year...sure, doesn't that sound like a dream come true? I was kind of bummed that I never actually saw santa, but I was amazed his taste was obviously very similar to my mothers.

Imagine my surprise when I was all of a sudden getting yelled at for santas credit card bill!!! Of course it was my fault that my mother had to max her credit cards for Jesus...or was it the Joneses...?

I was constantly reminded how she was going to be in debt for 20 years because she HAD to max her credit cards for us to show her love and contribute to the lie of the system. Damn, what a naughty child I must have been to make her do that.

Honestly, I never wanted all those gifts, in fact it was obvious to everyone who entered our home. I felt it was a big waste and almost felt guilty myself because santa obviously didn't love anyone else the way he loved me, I mean come on, we totally scored (if material counts in your world).

My favorite thing to do was gather gifts, clothes, books, homemade cookies or whatever was around to bring to the people in Mexico which loved in cardboard boxes. I would even spend whatever was given to me at toys r us to bring to children who never received a Christmas gift in their lives. I couldn't understand why santa didn't love them too. But the beauty, spirit and love of the exchange when I saw the look in their eyes of gratitude filled me up, enough to want to continue to play santa for those in need most of my adult life. Then I woke up and scrooge (and truth) reared his ugly head...

What I always wish those toys could have been replaced with is LOVE. I wish there was a TRUE spirit of giving that wasn't reserved for one day per year. I simply wanted to be told I was loved, I wanted to find out where santa lived, how he did it completely unnoticed, and more importantly learn about Christ who we were supposedly celebrating that one day per year.

Do you think Jesus, Christ, God, Creator, Divine Spirit or whatever you call it was ever mentioned??? I was told we were Christian, so why no Christ in Christmas???

Not once...it was all about the hustle and bustle, keeping up with the Joneses and living the lie. The stress was unbearable, even for a younging who didn't even know what stress was. All I knew was that it didn't feel good.

I almost felt like I was being bought. I WAS being bought! I will give you this and max my credit card for that if you promise to be a good little slave all year long...imagine their surprise when I actually said PLEASE DON'T BUY ME ANYTHING!!!

Of course I said that because all year long I heard about how broke we are, how the payments would never be made and that with interest, she could be paying for those same dumb gifts for the next 30 years which would make us homeless. Even as a child that didn't make sense. So after one of these breakdowns I asked my mother to return my violin and cancel my classes. I think it was about 12 per week at the time, but to me that was a phenomenal amount of money and I wanted to do whatever I could to help reduce the stress and bring in the spirit of the season.....

Of course I failed at that because as soon as she canceled the classes and returned my violin, it was replaced with more plastic. Sometimes I think I should have kept the violin.

I don't really want to moan and groan here, but come on, I know I'm not the only one that went through that same kind of dark holiday celebration.
And I know this tradition is still being continued today.

I'm not going to go in to the religious debate here in this blog, but we are going to do a show tonight with Tobias Lars about the Real Story of Christ if you want to learn more about that. What is the season about anyway? Is it about reporting me to CPS because I don't celebrate Christmas or other corporate holidays the way you do? Is it about treating me like a terrorist because I really don't feel like killing a tree and bringing the fire hazard in to my home to light up and triple my electricity bill?

Is it time to recheck the old ways that have permeated society, leaving us feeling empty while supporting the corporations we know are not only not serving our interests, but using child slave labor to produce a material society where whoever has the most toys wins?

Sorry, I don't see the spirit in that.....

My prayers for the season are that we come to an understanding of the powers that be. No, I'm not talking the elitist genocidal maniacs trying to control the world, I'm talking about the REAL POWERS THAT BE, the ONLY REAL POWER on the planet and that is LOVE! That's it! There is no power in darkness and lies. That is force. Force to conformity, force to feel and believe a certain thing, force to possess, which includes also being possessed. There is no spirit in force.

Give of yourself, yes, but that doesn't mean you must spend yourself in to debt for one day a year where corporations make between 70 and 90% of their sales for the year. What about a true gift from the heart? Your time, your understanding, your unconditional love?

What about giving that of yourself every day of the year?

What about honoring mother nature and the beautiful abundance she is longing for us to appreciate?

What about honoring your family and loved ones, those in your community or lending a hand to those in need?

You don't need to look far to find one in need. My guess is you could start with those you share a roof with, then branch out to your neighbors. Perhaps they may not be in need of something material, but might need a little love or companionship...?

I would be willing to bet you have a street nearby where homeless people reside and would love nothing more than for someone to go share with them a smile, conversation or a hug....yes, even homeless and financially challenged individuals also need and deserve love.

Nothing compares to helping someone less fortunate than you and is also one of the best way to lift your own spirit. The spirit of giving, the spirit of love can be so beautiful if exchanged in it's natural state. Consider de-commercializing it for a day and see what beauty you can bring in to your life.

You are not a better person because you have more credit cards. You are not a better person because you bought more junk for your children and paid a higher electricity bill and look down upon others who do not. You are a better person because you are true to the spirit, your soul, the divine spirit within every day of every year and strive to be a Blessing in others lives.

May you Be Blessed and Be a Blessing to others this holiday season and may all your dreams come true in the coming new year!

        

In case you haven't listened to our show, it is time to realize that I am an equal opportunity offender.

I do not discriminate and I'm not a man hater, I am an evil hater.

So you pretty little women giving me high five for calling the weak little men out, stand back because now it's your turn...



As I mentioned in my previous blog, I am not blaming men for controlling the current power structure. We women are just as guilty for allowing this to happen. Not only that, how many of us have succumbed to this false position of power or authority and not only facilitated it, but encouraged it?

Look, before you you say, "I didn't do that, it's not my fault" I would like for you to clearly look in the mirror.

I am not too proud to admit that I myself took place in that matrix. I bowed down to false authority, based on fear and ignorance, lack of confidence, sense of self and education.

I played the whole game. I spent the 3 hours in the mirror each day trying to make myself pretty enough to be seen in public, worried about every little hair I felt had to be in it's proper place, buying the latest fashions because the magazine, billboards or industry I was in demanded it.

Yup, I actually thought that was what life was all about...

Women, make sure you're pretty (and shallow) so that you can get a man to marry you and rescue you from yourself, you little damsel in distress...

Of course after you are lucky enough to attract a shallow man in lust with the fake persona you were able to dust on with a makeup brush, chemical products and stilettos, you found he only wanted you for your body.......well DUH!!! How much time did you spend on your heart and mind in your beauty routine? Beauty is only skin deep.

So you battle it out, blame him for using you as a toy, feel worse about yourself then perhaps even trap a man with pregnancy, thinking that would be your key to locking a man.

Well, that didn't work, so let's dress up like a whore and go prancing around town in hopes to find a drunk man that will love how I look...for tonight.
What does this tell men about women? And I'm just touching the tip of the iceberg here.

You bought the lying media about what life is supposed to be about. You bought the fact that you need a man to save you. You bought the Hollywood movies portraying women as worthless little sex toys who would do anything to keep a man, then you complain about the results of you mirroring this disgusting behavior.
Blame the male, right? They are all weak, they are all shallow, they are all out for themselves...

Come on ladies! We need to look at our role in this situation!

You act like a slut, dress like a slut and bring another man home every other night for a temporary boost of confidence, then get mad that they treat you like a slut. If it walks like a duck, talk likes a duck, it is a duck! Why is it that we women refuse to accept that?

We often settle for less because of our own insecurities and inability to look within for power and truth. We handed our authority over because we were taught if you did not have a man that you were less than. Yes, maybe men have said it, but YOU BELIEVED IT!

YOU LIVED IT! YOU FOLLOWED THE SAME PATTERNS THAT NOT ONLY DEGRADED YOU AND OTHER WOMEN, ALSO MEN!

What are these men supposed to think when we are the ones that turned ourselves in to this piece of meat/trophy or stepford wives?
Would you like a man that thought all he had to do is look good to get a woman or love?

So, now you have the man, the kids, the house.....you sign up at the country club or gym and spend hours each day on your beauty routine or work out, while your nanny takes care of the children you gave birth to, then you send them to public or private school, giving up your authority to the establishment, trusting they know what's best for your children, or perhaps you are just too lazy to deal with the responsibilities it takes to raise them properly. Many of you don't even show up in the classroom to check on your children and see what they are or not learning because you are too busy driving around in your SUV or spending your husbands paycheck on frivolous fashions to keep up with the Jones. You have a purse full of colorful pills to create whatever mood you want because you are too weak to face the truth. You cover it up with drugs and alcohol. You've made anxiety, depression and bipolar fashionable and glamorous...

You are not home cooking good quality and healthful meals for your family, tending to the chores and responsibilities of keeping a good household. You are dining out, eating junk food or buying TV dinners which of course is contributing to all the dis-ease going around today due to lack of nutrition. You took them to their wellcheck appointments, instead of weighing and measuring your own child, poisoned them with vaccines even though you had no idea what was in them and gave them sugar every time they cried or asked for it.

When the children are home, you plop them in front of the boob tube, the back up babysitter and hand them some video games to keep them out of your hair so you can tend to your own selfish desires. If the children act up, you take them to a doctor for a psychotropic drug instead of taking a look at how you are contributing to this so called abnormal behavior. Then you sit around with the rest of the stepford wives complaining about what an awful life you have because you bought the lie that your children had a mental illness and use them as your token conversation to prove how strong you are for being able to put up with all you created.

Ladies, I want to ask you, how do you feel when you are ignored? Do you think perhaps you would act out somewhat too? These are children and they are YOUR responsibility!

Did you consider that before you brought them into this world?

Maybe some of you are in abusive relationships and are of the belief that you don't deserve anything better. And maybe that's true, at the time, due to your choices, but did you know you can turn that around? You make excuses like, "the children need a father", "I'm too stupid or too weak to raise them on my own", "I need his money to feed my children"....whatever the excuse may be. So you stay in a destructive abusive relationship and cower in your own SELF IMPOSED FEAR that you are weak and you need a man. Not to mention the fact that you are instilling this dysfuntional behavior in your children only to be repeated over and over rather than take part in breaking the cycle. This of course leads to what? More abusive relationships, physical and mental issues, which of course lead to more hate and fear. You think you despise what someone else did to you, when ultimately you despise yourself.

Yeah, I know that mirror doesn't look so good sometimes and truth is not always an easy pill to swallow, but you MUST if you expect anyone to respect you! You must respect yourself first!

Yes, we covered the existing power structure and it is fact that it has always been led my males, but really, is it their fault?
Wouldn't it be fair and truthful to assess ourselves and how we have contributed to this imbalance?

I received many emails yesterday about my blog, mostly good, I must say and I thank you all for your contributions and sharing your beliefs. I believe this is a topic that needs to be addressed, but are we ready to look in the mirror?

I happen to love the proverbial mirror, not because I like looking at myself, but because I do not like to stagnate. I am a full time student of life and prefer to work towards improvement. Denial will get you exactly what you've always had...nothing. You've been down that road...isn't it time to change it up if you are hoping for better results?

Some of the feedback pointed out the weaknesses and horror stories of women and for those who have experienced this type of abuse, I am truly sorry. Just as some men make men look bad, some woman also make women look bad. And you know what, just as I said yesterday...MOST PEOPLE ARE TO BLAME! MOST WOMEN AND MOST MEN!

The only way to fix the problem is to face it.

You women out there wasting your whole life away on bagging a man, whoring around, cheating, selling out for a paycheck or those with the entitlement mentality are doing all woman an injustice! Not only that, your children! The wellfare women popping out more babies for more government handouts....well, I have addressed you on my show, but to reiterate, YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF!

If it will make those I offended in my post about men feel better, I will share some of my stories about women with you...

I shared with you some insight to my upbringing and the male influence, what you may not be aware if is I have a mother too!

Would it shock you if I told you how much she was to blame for the existence we lived?

She not only chose the path, but insisted that it was for the better. She discouraged me from ever speaking my mind or butting heads with authority. She didn't teach me I had any worth, only that to have a good life, we must do what men tell us to do. "Women should be seen and not heard" was her favorite line. In fact, all the times I was beat up or raped, she blamed me! She said I deserved it because it must have been something I said. "You are not to challenge men," she would say, "shut up and smile."

She believed that if only I shut up and married a man for money that life would be great and I would have everything there is to live for. Another good one she used to say is, "Never marry for love, marry for money."

Wow, that seemed really dark, but hey, she's my mother, she must be leading me in the right direction...

Although I knew something was wrong, I couldn't put a finger on it, after all, I only knew what I was taught. Men are smarter and stronger and woman and stupid, quiet and pretty and must compromise our own ideals to please a man.

How shallow is that? In fact she actually took part in coming after me for them men I ran away from because of their abuse. Yup, she honestly thought she was doing the right thing by doing her part in keeping my life controlled.

I remember before my marriage, I told her I really didn't want to marry him. Her response was, "Well, you can always get a divorce...at least he will have to help you financially."

Now I have to honest with you about that. I personally believe that if you make a commitment you keep it. Unless it's extreme conditions, abuse or influences, you stay married...after all, you made that promise. Love is a decision, not a temporary feeling and sometimes that means it isn't easy. Getting a divorce was not something I would have ever done on my own volition, so I am thankful that my husband left me, because I would have continued to justify the abuse to maintain the status quo. After all, I didn't deserve any better, I made my bed. Which is true, but that doesn't mean it is concrete.

WE HAVE THE POWER TO CREATE OUR OWN EXISTENCE! We don't have to sell out, give in or tolerate any abuse! EVER!!!

Why do we do this to ourselves? So is it the men we attract that are abusing us or is it a reflection of how we feel about ourselves?

We believed we didn't deserve any better, and we had a lot at stake in the false reality. After all, we were the ones that brought it on ultimately with OUR OWN BEHAVIOR!

Remember the ducks? Quack quack! Now it's time to do something about it!

Do you want to be loved by a real man? Well it's time to learn what love is and what a man is. A man is not solely attracted by your charm and physical beauty. Plastic tits look like toys. If you don't want to be a toy, stop acting like a toy or pumping up your body with silicone.

Consider putting the same time (or even more) into your emotional and spiritual beauty than your face or clothes. Get back in the kitchen. Yup, I said that. And it is your (one of your) place(s) in the home. Accept that!

I'm not saying you need to be barefoot and pregnant and that a man can't be in the kitchen in fact many men are magical in the kitchen, but if you want a man to take care of you, you must take care of him too and every REAL woman knows the way to reach a mans heart is through his stomach, Not his dick!

If you seek to attract the lust of his member, do not expect that to last. If you use sex as a tool to get a man, you are equally to blame for being treated like a whore. Don't be mad at him for not showing you the respect you can't show yourself by spreading yourself around in this manner. You are giving part of your soul to each person you engage in this act with. Think about that and how thin you want to spread yourself.

It's no wonder we are all screwed up these days. Everything we thought we knew about ourselves, the opposite sex, love, power were totally backwards! The issues have been perverted in the media, yet we continue to accept that as reality or go to some other "expert" to tell us how to be ourselves...LOL Think of the irony of that! WE ASK SOMEONE ELSE HOW TO BE OURSELVES? What do they know about you? They know you are human and that you NEED the approval of others in this existence, based on the current power structure. How about looking inward and cleaning out our false ideals, purifying our soul and practicing self discipline? Mastery of the self is the key to freedom. Know thyself and to thine own self be true. You are your own authority. You do not need to rely on anyone else to fix yourself or to make you free.

Truth is freedom! Time to not just talk the talk, but walk the walk. A REAL woman questions authority and teaches her children they should do the same. You know how to think for yourself and don't NEED anyone else's approval. You teach your children how to think for themselves and honor your husband, and yourself.

Stop treating yourself like less than and watch your reality change around you. It is time to get real...

And a little treat for those who think I am coming from a self righteous standpoint, please start pointing your fingers now.
I was one of these women. I was the stepford wife, I stayed with the mobster king pin...after all, I thought my children needed a father...and you thought I was just picking on you...

Been there, done that, now let's do something different!

        

REAL MEN ROCK!

I just wanted to clarify certain statements I might not have made as clear as I would have liked in my rant about weak little boys pretending to be big strong men.

I thank you all for your feedback and absolutely encourage everyone sharing their thoughts whether you agree with my perspective or not.

First off, I LOVE MEN! MEN ROCK AND ARE NECESSARY!
Despite the need of some to categorize my diatribe as an anti-man rant, I love men, but have to admit I'm tired of having to fill the male role for those that have not done their part.

Secondly, if in fact I didn't make it clear that I was not talking about ALL men, let me do this now.......
Yes, I was talking about MOST men. Come on, let's face it, MOST of every group is bad/complacent/lazy/irresponsible and cowardly. Even women. (Don't worry guys, I have one coming for them too.)

The fact remains that what I said about the power structure being dominated by males is in fact true (please prove me otherwise) and I think it is time to clearly look at this illusory structure that is obviously failing, and has been so for so long.

Do I believe women are more important than men? Nope. Was I harsh? Yes. Sometimes it takes bold statements to get people to look at the issues.
Both sexes and energies are necessary and desired in my world.

Was I angry? Yes, but I did not mean any personal affronts to anyone other than the people I was specifically talking about...the people who in fact are guilty of the situations I talked about.

As I expected the REAL men did not have a problem with my feelings. Why? Because they ARE REAL MEN and knew that I was not talking about them. And they have the ability to agree to disagree if in fact they did not like what I was saying. They also knew that they could disagree with me freely and I would still respect them regardless.

The truth is, all of the situations I wrote about were in fact real life stories. And it was all perpetrated by men, so that's my reality. Take it or leave it. No one has to agree with everything I say, in fact if you did, that would be quite boring! Who wants a bunch of little Christies' running around repeating the same things?!?!? Certainly not me. Not only would that be boring, we would have nothing to talk about, which means that change would be impossible...and I wouldn't be able to learn anything, which would really suck...for all of us.

Yes, I want to push the boundaries, yes I would like to stretch your minds, but I also appreciate these things in my own life, so PLEASE feel free to stretch my mind and expand my reality.

We are all students and teachers of each other. Empathy and compassion are lacking in our society. Is it all men's fault? Well, I'm afraid to say, NO! In fact, women are just as guilty for this separation and loss of equality.

Women with a backbone are also very rare and I will be confronting that issue very soon.

Come on Christie, lighten up, is this really necessary? Maybe not for you, but for me it most certainly is!

Would you believe that I have always had a fear of writing because I was afraid of what others would think or say? Would you believe that I was that woman that cowered in fear most of her life and gave in to these abusive males because I accepted the status quo and gave up my own authority? Just me giving in to the fear of the male domination makes me just as guilty as the rest. The fact that I was afraid for all these years to express myself and share my feelings proves that I am also one of the women to be blamed for the imbalance in society.

Yup, I'm just as guilty as anyone else and I'm not afraid to say it. Acknowledging our weaknesses is the first step to healing.

I can guarantee that not one man I wrote that blog about responded or even read it.

So to those of you who were threatened by what I wrote, perhaps it is time to check your own life...
Are you like one of the men I described?
Are you true to your word, your ideals, your heart, your family, your values, your soul?
If so, why would my words mean a thing to you?

I would like to honor the beautiful, amazing and strong REAL men who have not only contributed to the fullness and enrichment of my life, but those unrecognized men that go about their daily business taking care of their responsibilities and staying true to their heart with honor and integrity.

The truth is, I would not be here today without these men. I am forever grateful for all of you and your contributions to humanity, your family and your community.

Thank you again for allowing me to express my thought and for all your feedback, encouragement and understanding for my own shortcomings.

        

What is the purpose of the male sex?  Although this question might appear difficult and complex to answer, it is quite simple.  NOTHING, so move out of the way!

Ouch, did she just say that?  Yes I did, and I mean it.  But before you send me hate mail, give me a minute to explain...then send me hate mail...LOL

So, we've been taught that the men are the big strong protectors, the head of the household, head of the church, the stable decision makers, the are the most qualified to hold certain jobs in leadership along with deserving higher wages, politics, community, etc.....supposedly.  But look at history...when has this ever worked?  So then it makes you wonder why things never change.

Is it the male role to suppress women and their innate strength?

Why is it that men feel they need to suppress women if they are the stronger sex?

We know it takes a male and a female to create, but beyond creating children, is there any other purpose?  Let's start from the birthing process...while I gave birth to my first child, my husband fainted.  So much for support there. When we got home, who do you think changed the diapers, rocked her in the middle of the night, dressed her, fed her, tended to illness, taught her...........all of this while I owned a restaurant that I worked at 7 days per week with my daughter in a backpack on my back cooking, creating recipes, all areas of operation.  My husband drove a porsche to work, I rode a bike, even while I was pregnant.  Where was the big strong protector husband taking care of his wife?  (I won't even go in to the rest in this blog)

Okay, so you say, this is only one man...come on Christie, what about the rest...?

Shall I tell you about my second child?  The man was not even there to faint.  Did I mention that we almost died?  I had toxemia, and many other complications that caused my male doctor to tell me I would not only never have children again, but that I would not live.
Where were the big strong men?  Were they taking care of their woman and children?

Should I waste time talking about the sperm donor that brought me into this world?

They take part in the sex act, then run away and leave woman with child, then trade your female child for a promotion with your governmental agency, refuse to pay child support or take part in ANY aspect of child rearing, then go out of their way to make things even more difficult...

So here I am now, in the so called patriot community, with all the big strong men who are proclaiming to be leaders to protect us from our evil government, some trained assassins with military experience, some farmers, hunters, homesteaders, survivalists, etc...they sure do talk a big story, huh?  They want you to be afraid of your government, but if the shit really hit the fan, they would be the first to run to the hills or cower in fear.  "Oh, please protect me, uncle Sam....you want my children?  No problem..."

Many of them profit off your fear while they tell you what you should be doing...including taking care of your family.  But when it comes down to it and their lives, practicing what they preach...where are they?  These so called patriots are following orders from whoever they worship, whether it be a certain radio host (male) who likes to go around trying to starve out other networks or other so called military whistleblowers (male) or authors (male) who proclaim to have inside information of what is supposed to be going down but is really just generating fear and panic in an effort to paralyze you and to spin you off in la la land.  What's interesting about it is that they are all men.  Now have any of their end of the world predictions come true?  These men are faced with the same choices about life, love and freedom as the rest of us, but who has the spine to actually follow through with what they say?

Not the big strong men.

Yup, they talk a big story, they gang up on others, some overtly, some covertly.  They will smile to your face, pretend to be your friend, while they are secretly scheming to bring you down.

Who is affected the most by these bullies?  Women and Truth.

So back to my earlier question, if men are the strongest sex, why do they feel the need to gang up on women, the supposed "weaker" sex?

Everyone knows the school yard bully is just compensating for his ego and own insecurities and weaknesses, living a fear based existence because he's afraid of someone bigger then him.  So they have to run around picking on people they perceive as an easy target, or weaker than them to lift their ego, albeit temporarily.  Why do we think it's any different when we grow up?  They are still weak cowardly bullies, yet for some reason, they become "leaders" and most choose to go along with what the bully demands, whether it be for a paycheck, protection, favors or just being part of the cool club, the winning team.

These are not men, these are cowards that look like men!  What happened to all the REAL men?

Perhaps the reptilians from Mars stole them all?  (not)  Or are they all hanging out in the corner drinking koolaid and playing with their crayons?  (most likely)  REAL men do not drink fluoride.  Real men don't get vaccinated for a paycheck. Real men to not join clubs to have some master tell them how they are supposed to think, what to fight for and take orders from another man. They do not beat women and children, they do not rape and sodomize them, they do not kidnap them and hold them for ransom or trade them for promotions or sell them out for a paycheck, they do not make fear based decisions and ignore the feelings of all involved, they do not steal, they do not lie, they do not cheat, they do not sell out.  They are strong and resolute in the TRUTH.  They have a backbone, they practice discipline, they love, they take care of their responsibilities first, which is their family, the women and children.  They don't drive their Porsche while their pregnant wife rides her bike to work in the snow.  They don't make up lies and use children to try to get back at their x-wife for seeing what a coward he is or finding out he is gay and married you to prove to his perfect family that he is not gay.  They do not make promises they can't keep.  They do not lie to women to get them in bed and make babies they refuse to acknowledge.  They do not make contracts with the government in exchange for "protection."  They do not make lists and turn in their neighbors and friends for home schooling and growing their own food or for owning guns and knowing how to use them, or for having a different belief system than the established status quo.

They practice what they preach, they make good on their word and they do not make selfish decisions for their immediate gratification.

We are led to believe that women are the weaker sex because of our emotions.  We are led to believe emotion should be completely left of family, work, responsibility and decisions.  We are led to believe we have only 5 senses and anything outside that is pure delusion, yet the military steals psychic children to run their operations and find their missing.  We are led to believe that crying is a sign of weakness and war is the only answer.  If they don't do what we say or believe what we want them to, let's kill them!  Anyone with a brain realizes there is much more than our 5 senses they teach us about in public indoctrination system...and the truth is that women are more connected to those other subtle energies.  Ignore a women's intuition and you know where you will end up.  Just read history.

Men are trained to bottle up their emotions...just ask any small town next to a landfill who is covering up their toxic waste, what that has done for them.  Look at anyone who cannot communicate or is not in tune with their emotions, this blockage results in physical dis-ease, such as cancer, heart problems, diabetes and more.  This is just the tip of the iceberg.  What has this breakdown and the complete lack of recognition of the power of women as done for society?

War, war and more war, endless wars, wars for profit, for oil, for food, for control.  Who is starting these wars and seeking to control the globe?  Men.  They even think they own mother nature, her rain, her weather, her plants, animals and all living things, including even patents on inventions that you create in your mind and of course a portion of what you are able to create in the form of illegal taxes, as if you owe homage to the king (male) who has allowed you an existence in this backward world!  They think they own your DNA and can improve mother nature with chemical explosives being the substitute.  Then of course we pay these men gladly to put them in our bodies on a regular basis....

They are taught that women who do feel are hysterical and irrational and should just shut up and take their orders as the last word.  If you dare think for yourself (as a woman), you are then cut off from their so called strength and protection, and might even be labeled delusional and be forced to take a pill to "cure" you of your unwillingness to be controlled.  You might even be burned at the stake for standing up for your ideals or using mother nature to cure man made dis ease.  They are taught that they are the last word, the ultimate authority in the family environment and anyone (women) who disagrees must be punished.

Where would men be without women to feed them, clothe them, nurse them, nurture them, raise their children, cook their food, make their medicine...?  In this day and age, we have all those responsibilities, plus 2 jobs and are still expected to have a hot meal on the table when they get home from work, even if the woman herself is also at work...with a smile on our face, of course....and don't forget the makeup and stilettos.  BUT DO NOT HAVE AN OPINION!  DO NOT EXPRESS ANY EMOTION!  Just shut up and take it like a woman should!

Interesting that all the authorities telling us what we should be doing, how we should be living and what we should be thinking are all not only led by, but created by men.  Rockefeller foundation, Annenberg foundation, Ford foundation, CFR, Fabians, TLC, WHO, MIC, and on and on...any agency or organization we can think of.  What has happened to women?  We have been told we are not good enough to vote.  We have been called witches.  We must wear veils to hide our face as not to give any man a reason to want to rape us, because you know if they did, it's our fault for dressing the way we did.  We must submit to our husband, our president and our God, which of course is supposedly a male, according to male teachings.  We are told we don't deserve the same pay scale as men, we are not worthy to hold the same positions...the female is clearly less than in society...

I'm not trying to say that women are not to blame and I'm not saying those that have sucked the cock of the powers that be like Hitlary Clinton, Barbaric Boxer, Feinslime or Pelosi are any better.  In fact I don't know one real woman in politics.  They are sell outs too, following the orders of their slimy handlers, playing their game, because they are power hungry and think they will be protected by taking orders...

I don't simply want women in power because they are women.  I want all people to be empowered and recognize the strength in women and the female energy and of course the power within.

Yeah; I'm venting on men this week...but I'm not trying to create a gender war, nor do I hate men in general.  There really are good men, I've seen them, despite what a rare commodity they are.  They are not "my" men, but they are men, so I do know they exist and I thank the REAL men for having a backbone.  I'm simply asking, "Where are all the big strong men?"  Where are all the men talking the big talk?  They are hiding behind or persecuting women.  In my life, the vast majority of people who run and hide because of what "might happen to them" by little men running around threatening everyone, are men.  What about the women?  Why aren't they cowering in fear?  Simply because the women are strong enough to realize that these little cowards are going around threatening others to try to make them selves fell better and bigger.  The women see right through it and laugh them out of existence and continue to do what they're doing and further succeed.  The men?  They join larger groups or networks to suppress women even further.  All of my stalkers are men.  All of those who have betrayed me are men.  All of those trying to infiltrate every aspect of my life and going around threatening people if they talk to me or come on my show, or advertise with our network are men.  So again I ask, where are all the big strong men?  Even on my show, the people who think they can book a show, then tell me how to run my show are men.

You expect us to respect you simply because you have something dangling between your legs, not because of your kindness, gentleness, ability, humanity, sense of responsibility, honor, integrity or love for the truth.  You expect us to automatically respect you, yet you do not give women the same respect.  You have been indoctrinated by this system you claim to be against or have knowledge of it's efforts towards our demise, yet you follow their system of men being the superior power.

You start wars at the drop of a hat.  Do you feel like a bigger man by killing innocent people?  Do you feel like a bigger man because you don't have to take responsibility because you were just following orders?  Do you feel like a bigger man when cower in fear of other men, gang up on a woman, betray her, ostracize her and covertly work against her?

If men were truly the stronger sex, they would be able to do more than stare in the mirror pumping iron at a gym.  You would be using your strength to lift others up, especially the women, children and temporarily downtrodden.  You would be practicing what you preach.  You would KNOW the spirit, not the false god men have professed for thousands of years...and you would use it.

So now that you've read this far and heard me out, please feel free to send me your hate mail.  I will even read it on the air.  But, if you were a REAL man, you would prove me wrong, with your actions, not your words.

Perhaps this is a challenge for the big strong men to come out of hiding and assert yourselves.
I mean, come on.........if a girl can do it, what's your problem?

Bottom line...you men are not better, stronger, smarter or have anything over women and ganging up on women only shows what a real coward you are.

To listen to the Psychology of Cowards with Clinical Psyche, Cathy Meadows on TruthBrigade Radio, November 20, 2009 click here.

PS. She was covering for a big strong man.

        

Just an excerpt from a book to be...

There comes a time where one has to ask at what expense do I give in for evil to prevail? What am I willing to give up for an illusion of safety or protection?

Holing up in a cave might protect you from some rain, some bad weather, even some random crazy people you might have run across if you were out. But how many good people, experiences and magic will you miss entirely? I guess if you never knew it, you wouldn’t miss it, and holing up doesn’t sound so bad, especially with all the threats there are out there to fear. But do we cower in fear because of outside forces inducing fear or are we afraid of ourselves? When you are afraid of love, giving and receiving, it’s easy to use the excuse of other outside threats entering your world. So, being used to fear and pain, we block out the unknown to willingly accept the status quo. Well, it might not be all there is to be had, but I know it, I’m familiar with it, I’m comfortable with it, so I will take it. No one wants to walk alone in the dark. They want to clearly see the path ahead of them, which gives them a sense of control over their environment, which of course only leads to more of the same. Those walls, although invisible are as sure as the bricks your house was built with.

How do we step outside those walls? How do we learn to break free from fear and pain? Pain is inevitable, no magic pill or safety net, or running out to the woods to hide in a cave will protect you from pain. It’s how you deal with that pain and what you do about it. You can cover it up, bury it in the toxic waste dump, but those toxins aren’t going anywhere. They are still there, being piled upon by more toxins that will eventually erupt, perhaps even getting it to the water supply to poison the community. This works the same in your emotional body. Covering it up doesn’t work! Protecting yourself from feeling will not work either! You must feel it to set it free. Enjoy it, love it,embrace it, erase it…this is part of your path, your journey into the unknown realm of true freedom here in your physical body. Is it safe? Are you here? You’ve made it this far! Get out there, take a step, simply avoiding what could be painful will not release it, it will not cover it up, it will just boil beneath the surface preventing other systems to flow freely and seep into other areas of your life until you can embrace and release these illusory fears. It will show up where you least expected it and force you to deal with it, no matter how much you run. And no matter how fast you run or how far you run, you will always be there. Face it, feel it, free it, fuck it and have fun with it. Love yourself all the way through. Of course it’s different. That doesn’t mean it’s bad.

        

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